nodlew-spelt-backwards

2007-01-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

i m sick! arhhh super sian. faster recover!!

the virus is making me moody.. =[

HNY 07

2007-01-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AGATHA! =D

isnt it like so, totally, cool mannn! to have your birthday on new year's day. agatha must feel very special with countdowns and fireworks to commemorate her birthday, and no one forgets her birthday to booot.

so i was with chickenpoxgal on the last day of 2006 counting down to agatha's birthday without agatha. we went to vivo to realise dismally u can only see the countdown there on tv screens cos the real things out of bounds.

dissapointed, we were about to head down to marina square for fireworks when some pp approached us. i imagined they wanted my signature. but really anyway, and actually, they wanted to give us free movie tix! wahahha so shiok feeling right. but aiyah, we declined apologetically cos u ll miss the countdown tho u get a free movie.

fireworks were splendid! totally beautiful la. the mood was good except for the crowd, as well as the dreaded security forces, dressed in their dark costumes. aiyoh, like more then half of all entrances were closed?? like alamak. and they reinforced one way traffic without prior notice. so like, we walked through this gateway for a meter or so to check out the view and we wanted to walk back. but the powerful cisco warrior defended his gateway like his life depended on it. even my smile couldnt get us through.

30th december was a memorable day cos it was meihuis birthday. wah sia it was really a gathering of gatherings. there was variety definately. there were emmisarries from her class which made up most of the population. also there were ambassadors from council, actually just me and ozy and ivan the track runner. tuan dissapeared and everyone else like zhan pearlyn sammy ah hui was overseas. lastly there's the group of random people (GRP) consisting of chuan cheng, her boyfriend, her boyfriend's friend, and also shuli's kenneth.

we ate at just noodles, which does not sell just noodles and later sneaked off in the search to find a cake fit for 20. it was difficult and chuan ah cheng was very funny - meihui called him to ask where he was and he went like, "we re buying cake!" HAHAHHAHA. joker chinaman.

the most hilarious part of the evening came when, for some reason unknown, we were competing to tell indian jokes. prabhu immediately folded his arms around his cool *blink-blink* jacket and walked away while meihui and ivan competed competitively. during ivan's turn prabhu returned with, "do you know u re like telling racst jokes in front of MUTHUS CURRY?!" so all of us turned and behold! MUTHU was there smiling back at us! HAHAHAHAHA. oh like hell we ran man.

cursed golden flowers

2006-12-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

the latest addition to the (relatively impressive) list of movies i ve watched this month is cursed golden flowers. its sad, and sadistic. sad as in out of the grand total of 8 main and supporting characters, 7 died tragically. sadistic cos our only survivor yun fatt kills his secondary-school son with his gold belt, after which he laughs in great elation. this sec-school son, btw, killed e university-aged son with a kitchen knife. jielun kills himself gongfu-ly with some extra's sword... blabla

by the way the women's dressing is rather disgusting.

but all in all i think its nice to watch, cos it leaves u thinking about deep social issues.....or maybe i think too much. anyway i think the shows likely to win some big awards.

i realise i may have fallen in love with movie-watching =)

later theres a class gathering at debbies' "beautiful house" she so claims. the rains being rather tremendous right now so i wonder how BBQ's gonna happen. hope it doesnt la, cos BBQs usually dont have much to eat. as in i think we should go cater some man! or go to seoul garden! hahahaha..

i pray chickenpoxgirl recovers faster so we can go out =)

the decisive force

2006-12-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

some time ago....

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
our job is to protect country

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
contract starts jan 13

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
no interview required

weldon says:
no previous experience required also

[zhi zhan] [zsquared.myphotoalbum.com] says:
starting pay $350

weldon says:
not bad la

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
free haircut

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
free gaying sessions frm 5 to 11

[zhi zhan] [zsquared.myphotoalbum.com] says:
hair cut mus pay $2

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
shit

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
ok..subsidised hair cut

R e c 0 N - ®³ Indifferent says:
eh die la die la

december

2006-12-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

hols has been so fun, so carefree. go out, go out, go out, chalet, settlers, movie which ive watched practically everything (eragon sucks btw), pool, bla bla. its gettin a bit boring already. plus i m not going to work, period. HAHAHAHAAHA you unemployed =p

darn, shd have went overseas but then again, cost was always a bit unbearable.

come march, i ll be able to drive (hehehheh, if i PASS la). registered at comfort driving school yday, it has the highest pass rates island-wide so i would like to push it up further you see. man, imagine the convenience of driving. u can go out as late as u want without worrying about no more transport. someone said in aus theres 24/7 transport. baskit smrt why u so lydat? too bad theres only like a bit of time before i may be upgrading to driving tanks around tekong.

i think i shd train up for army. hahahhaha ive been sayin this since forever.

oh and yvon, i m still thinking about it leh. HOW? ahhahhahaahaha.

2006-11-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

i just indirectly came back from expo's coffee bean (widely regarded as one of Singapore's studying hotspots). mugging, of course, has been on my mind long before november second. unfortunately "been on my mind" doesnt translate to much hard work - maybe since one should also consider the many things that also have been on my mind like things to do after As, playing reversi i jus discovered on my phone (DAMN FUN LAH!), and hmmms youknow you know...

ahh shit i donknow why so slack i am. my aim of 4As has become a dreamy feeling. i got study lah, but not studying as hard as i can.

oh well, so far GPs totally a basketed case. maths paper 1 screwed up altho paper 2 was good for me, so it depends on the buffering effect yishun may hopefully offer me and the others in my predicament.

whoever planned the onslaught of consecutive papers next week is an inconsiderate kuku. wah lau eh, i might as well declare my As to be over on wed. the last paper, after a convenient one full day break, is an afternoon MCQ paper lasting an hour. so anti climax lar. ANTICLIMAX.

simple harmonic motion

2006-10-11T10:41:00.000+08:00

SHM is an oscillatory motion where the magnitude of acceleration of a oscillatory particle is proportional to its displacement from the equilibrium position and the direction of the accerlation is always towards that equilibrium position.

SHM is also zhiyongs blog.

SHM was also what i was executing yesterday at around 9pm by attaching myself to a living room chair while reading econs. jus when it was getting a bit fun, unfortunately, the acceleration was insufficient to overcome gravity and i overoscillated to crash on the floor. my wrists ok, but my hip kinds of hurts=(

Aries

2006-09-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.astralarts.com/aries.html

character

Aries is the first sign of the zodiac and is represented by the ram. You will naturally want to be the first in everything, making you the pioneer of the zodiac. You like to do your own thing and constantly need to start new projects. thats really quite true, i really like to do my own thing know.

Because you are able to make things happen when you have an idea, you rush to put it into action. actly quite often i really do things without much thought. i just like to follow my feelings kinda thing. esp when it comes to relationships. as in friends as well. which is bad as recently has proven, but also can be good sometimes so things wont get complicated. i like things simple=)

Aries rules the head and this means you may be prone to headaches or accidents involving the head. ah ler marks sia....

With an Aries Sun you are assertive and full of energy which can result in headstrong or impulsive behaviour. You are brave, positive and competitive with natural leadership qualities. You have great enthusiasm for life and meet obstacles head on. wahh sia..

Although you won't listen to advice you do take responsibility for your actions. hehehheh. 29th exco lei. can be quite stubborn sometimes, getting me into a lot of trouble. but have learnt..

If you feel that your life is becoming too routine or mundane you will look for ways to bring some excitement back, in whatever form possible. true true.

Being uncomplicated, sincere and honest you do not mean to hurt others feelings but you often do due to misunderstandings. This is not because you are malicious but because you are unable to understand the subtleties of emotional rather than physical situations. hmm, thats rather true too. but i really dont like things to be complicated and filled with like lies and fakeness. like swb.

You have a me first attitude and because you are so sure of yourself you may be seen as arrogant or even selfish by others when you are just self reliant. You do have a quick temper which needs a release, and this can even lead to violence when roused, but you do not sulk or hold a grudge aiyoh.. really mei.. no wonder ytd i beat some guy up cos i din like his face. no lah, kidding kidding.

Once you learn to control any extremes of embarrassing behaviour which is due to your impulsiveness, you can develop your personality to its fullest potential. hmmm, good advice from the ram.

Energetic, extroverted, competitive, enthusiastic, original, ambitious, pioneering, quick-tempered, aggressive and self-assured. actually i really like competition lei. and i like to achieve stuff. ambitious sia.. true true.

career

When it comes to work you are better suited to coming up with ideas or directing other people rather than actually carrying out detailed work yourself. Freedom of expression is needed within your chosen career so if a routine job is the only choice then your hobbies outside of work must be active and stimulating. If work must be in an office it has to be noisy and busy or you will become bored and disruptive. i just naturally dont like to do ruotine things lar.. must exciting exciting know.

You do best in areas involving quick action, fast decision making or mechanical ability. Anything associated with metals, knives, tools, machines, weapons or fire is suitable. Also, the military, police, fire service, engineering, butchery, or as a steel worker, jailer, mechanic, surgeon, machinist, dentist or any field in which it is possible to be a pioneer. maybe i should just sign-on. hahaha.

Quick action means that athletics is also a possible career choice or hobby. i suck at it lei, but i really think its interesting. maybe after As.

You usually have a good head for business and are enterprising, but you need to be careful that the money you make is not frittered away. yay money money money

Love

You need a partner with the energy to keep up with you and who puts you first, as that's where you see yourself in everything. hmm, kinda selfish but actually i admit its true.

But despite your egotistical attitude you are extremely loving and open about how you feel and expect your partner to be the same. eh i really am extremely loving okay =D ahhahha.. okay thats up to you to decide (if u wan take a queue number), but i really am very honest and open type of guy.

You like to flirt with others but will not tolerate the same behaviour in your partner. aiyohs.. bad sia me. eh but no lar, not that bad. i hope.

actually thinking about it, why the planet align align then your character come out?? and how come i am a ram? like not a very nice animal.

okay, studyy hard everyone=) just realised its the end of the month so we have only one damn month left. shit.

:>

2006-09-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

with only 3 papers left,

2 being MCQs,

the slacker of a weldon decided

to take a break today =)

watching tv, downloading mp3s, just enjoying the music and playin them on e piano.

music : simple but complex; similar but unique; easy to play, yet hard to play well; simple to listen to, yet difficult to understand; ultimately something nice to appreciate, and something beautiful.

woohoo.

It's hard to argue when
you won't stop making sense
But my tongue still misbehaves and it
keeps digging my own grave with my

Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

Why would I sabotage
the best thing that I have
Well, it makes it easier to know
exactly what I want with my...

Hands open and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
that your heart opens

It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

Put Sufjan Stevens on
and we'll play your favorite song
"Chicago" bursts to life and your
sweet smile remembers you, my

Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

alemak part two

2006-09-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

today tjc's econs j2s had a mass hand workout. GP + 3 econs essays = strong hands. good sia later a level hand strong already can write more.

once again i feel sianed by econs. me n econs dont click. i worked superduper hard for econs, neglecting other subjects, still to end up screwing it up badly.

my inability to understand what e hell the word "bistro" meant (eh at least i was thinkin it might be a food thing but canot risk) - made q2 void, and i might have done q2 well. thus did all the macro questions, to realise i din know what i was talking about. and also some silly mistakes like misconstrueing "domestic" as "internal" and hence writing out-of-point.

i was tired with the sianness feeling after econs paper, which was augmented with the sudden bringing forward of waking time this morning. so upon reaching my destination, which was my bed, i had to sleep and wake up around now to have dinner.

now feel like e hope of the prelims is gone liaow : the subject i pia si liaow leh. the rest is anyhow whack see what i get kinda thing. esp maths and physics, din even do much. this anyhow-whack feeling not good. economically speaking its a great disincentive to work. my BOP is in deficit and theres stagflation. during recession investors ve "animal spirits", so like investors i am now pissimistic. everything is bad. i am at the lowest point of the laffer curve. even the laffer curve also laff at me sia.

alemark..!!!

alemak.

2006-09-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

can see my face!!!

my virgin appearance on stomp

is not for a good thing

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=3051

actly i do think its inconsiderate if there re people who want to eat and want to sit down..but most of the time there isnt, and if there were, we'd definitely accomodate them. if there was a need for us to leave we would. but theres so much spare capacity anyway what.. its the exam period now and macs a good place to study so yupp, maybe our dear fren should leave us alone and not sneakily take pictures of us.

and then being kena labelled inconsiderate. alemak.

weldon CTALS

2006-09-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

weldon [current thoughts n life strategy]

- daniel become muscleman already
- extraordinarily shd have went for some slimming tv show seriously
- nick lent me 2 bucks today
- thus the marginal rate of lending weldon is 0.001
- thats quite low
- wanting an answer
- but have to be patient
- i m sure of how to handle this
- feeling stupid due to particular prelim papers
- looking forward to the end of prelims
- but still have A levels
- i know i m gonna dissapoint mr chan again
- damn.
- and possibly some other tutors as well
- will make some superlate teaday gifts after prelims
- going to gain 2000+++ kg after As
- do something about my itnerest in sports tho i suck at it
- hope gradnight will be nice with super many ppl
- get 4As and distinction for GP (As) woooo...
- get a scholarship
- try to get into medicine
- otherwise
- hope army will be fun, get a nice bmt platoon (or whatever its called)
- operate in 2008
- university in 2009 architecture, business, psychology
- go overseas
- or go to the local uni which has the best intake
- cos education is mostly about e people n culture
- 2 years to think anyway
- find the perfect girl for my life
- shes crazy about me, sweet, feminine, tanned, nice, talkable, chio n not heavier(or taller) than me
- shes jasmine tye btw
- ahhaha in my dreams la
- and really go to church consistently and seriously as i shud be
- i really shud be

all the best for prelims everyone =]

of uncles and aunties

2006-09-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

Today at macs, there was this aunty explaining to mei hui about how tough her job was, and she repeated the same thing for a few minutes.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

And then, after 5 minutes or so, came back for yet another bout, reinforcing the main concepts in case we hadn't heard her clearly.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

Many of them, apparently, and obviously, can be classified as performers of the daily feat of verbal recurrence. Feat because I just really can't understand what is going through their mind to have to ensure with platinum certainty that we ve heard their piece.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

It gets rather irritating when you have the epitome of these stereotypes living with you so you get first-hand daily experience of the said syndrome, but even without her in the house, theres thrillions of taxi drivers and mac donalds aunties lurking around.. argggh.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

Just now in the cab i just asked the uncle how his NS was like, for him to blabber on on issues about Singapore, globalisation and what not. Even after he collected my money, we just sat in the cab for awhile to listen to his words (of wisdom?). But to see him smile and be so happy even after I decided he was just talking some cock really made me stay in the damn cab for a bit longer, smiling back to him in anticipation of some non-cock.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."

To respond favourably to someone and to know you've done that when you could have done something else, is really so worth it cos it really brings warmth to your heart, and it means you've done one thing good today out of all the many many other disgusting things we as irksome humans have done. And most importantly, to please God.

"ni mei you hui lai chi wan chan ar? ta men chu qu chi wan can."
- the grandmother continues the rap sia.

2006-08-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

sia lar, michelle kicked us out of her house at 6am in the morning.

after waking me up from a good sleep.

aiyo.

yawns.

conCEnTRATE.

2006-08-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

weldon, concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate!!

just talked to the legendary connecting-people-sammy-ho on the phone sia.. think hes really gifted with people skills u know, can reali make people feel more comfortable.

"u got no reason not to concentrate leh"

sia lar, suo de hen dui. but i guess its me lar, im quite bad at concentrating when it comes to studying...... but who isnt?

Was reading in Time,
"I can never accept the claim that an Iran woman was raped while Saddam is President" - Saddam Hussein in court (Time this month)

and so a curious quick web search ended up reading :

"Needless to say, the President is correct. Whatever it was he said."
- Donald Rumsfeld

"There are no American infidels in Baghdad. Never!"
"My feelings - as usual - we will slaughter them all"
"...they are nowhere (pause)...they are nowhere, really"
"I can say, and I am responsible for what I am saying, that they have started to commit suicide under the walls of Baghdad. We will encourage them to commit more suicides quickly."
- The very accurate ex-Information minister of Iraq

George Bush > Accomplishments As President
* Attacked and took over two countries.
* Spent the surplus and bankrupted the treasury.
* Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history.
http://politicalhumor.about.com/library/jokes/bljokebushresume.htm

read somewhere also theres this dictator who named the days of the week after his family members..

just quite funnny lar these pp.. haha..

here without you

2006-08-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

nice song
___________________________________________

hahaha was slacking pretty much of my day away, as it is these few days.. distracted, lah. yday was watching singpore idol, i think some singapore idol judge called jacintha abazamarajamama very funny lei, cant make sense of anything she says. and on the show only hadi can sing, altho the jasmine quite chio la. hahaha.

Theres also this schlarship book that xiaojay kindly gave out. was reading thru the scholarships available and thinking wad i ll possibly be doing in the future. thinking of architecture, bussness, or maybe even medicine or the GIC scholarship. i ll be trying for scholarships, altho no s paper lei :(.. thinking on whether to study overseas or not proves to be a troublesome decision - while overseas studies offers a unique experience i want, the thing is that one may have more opportunities(for doing things,learning,participating etc) in Singapore, and I m apprehensive about the difficulty of fitting into other countries.

nevermind larh, got 2 years to think. hehehheh. all the girls better make up their mind soon man.

maybe I should be an author, haha as ong-chee-hong-who-wears-bra-under-polo-tee calls me, cos i ve been writing my own notes on the computer. not that i don like my handwriting, its very aesthetically appealing. but its been getting a bit impractial because i can't read anything i write after 3 days.

gotta finish up all my notes by this week sia, if not die already, cos even though i type type type i don get what im typing sometimes also.. jialat.

today got back some physics test, packaged with mr chan's comment that i dissapointed him which made me quite sad.. hes really the greatest teacher i ve ever known tho - cares for his students alot, teaches superbly, respectable, understanding et cetera et cetera - wahh wahh sia lar.. must give him some nice thing for teachers day ler.

gonna work hard.

2006-08-20T16:20:00.001+08:00

hai. you :
expected care and concern, which i wanted to give you, but u rejected anyway, and thus went out with some other guys who can give u care and concern
so you say i m too carefree for you, is this how you want me to be? you always take so long to reply my sms, if you do reply in the first place, and when u reply, its jus a few lines of disinteresti thought u said i don seem to be listening but u dont even reply you refuse to talk, meet, or anything else, but you treat other guys differently, going out with them bla bla bla.. wth you prioritise every single thing more than me, u make me feel worthless to you. for months uve been doing this. not that its recently or anything.

if i was a normal fren to u thats pretty much ok i would agree.. i m not some conservative person who will get jealous and angry at every sign of male contact to the person-i-like-and-supposedly-likes-me-back but dont u think knowing they are interested in u(a necessary but insufficient condition) and going on multiple single dates with them (another necessary but insufficient condition), many times with different people, isnt a very nice thing to do at all, both to that person and to me? if it was once perhaps i am too petty, but its like so many times lar. and its not that i m outdated and that you have fallen for someone else, but haven u been recently saying u like me? as in really recently recently. while telling others somethign else perhaps, or so i heard. anyway, what you tell others, and what you tell me, why does it always have to contradict? if u tell me anything in the first place.

so uve made me feel like an idiot, feeling cheated, betrayed, cos maybe i truly have been. and for so long. maybe i ve been wrong about u all along, maybe i shud have listened to what people said about you - their seemingly critical judgments now all seem to have some manner of stunning accuracy now. u hurt me with e stuff you say, e things u do. like i din matter to you at all, for perhaps i never ever did. and your reasons and logic is like...err, wth. ive nothing to say..

dissappointment, anger, sadness - are 3 emotions the serene and calm character of mine does not usually feel, or more specifically, does not usually show - yet this post is a proof of a very rare exception.

hmms, very sorry to those people i kinda treated with a bad attitude today.

fuck, i ll get over you, cos i seriously dont give a fuck bout you anymore.
hmm, if theres anything in this world i want , its for you to be happy

2006-08-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

ahh. the first post.

rather strange , it is - to be setting up a blog in the middle of no-when. actly when everyone, including me, is supposed to be studying. and i really wanted to study today lah, since i spent the 2 last days playing, but i dont have that mood-you-know-that-rare-studying-mood-?, so i never study.

this shall be my destressing outlet :]